I figure since we're just minutes into a new year, (and decade, for that matter), I should exploit the opportunity to gloss over my lack of blogging in recent months. But mainly I wanted to list a few things here. We don't have to call them resolutions; they're just some things I'd like to happen, and only I can make them happen, so maybe listing them publicly will shame me into working on that. (This is often a good tactic for me.) So, when this time rolls around again at the end of 2011, I would like to be able to say that I
*became physically stronger, healthier, and okay, thinner
*spent some time doing outdoorsy things I enjoy, like camping and canoeing (at least once)
*wrote a lot more
*left the country for the first but not the last time, and possibly more or less permanently
*found a job that doesn't make a stay in the mental ward sound like a tempting vacation
*put my last child in free (sing it with a little trill) public school and washed my hands of daycare forevah
*ended 13 years of non-stop-baby-and-toddlerhood with grace rather than a well-deserved nervous breakdown
*can look at pictures of myself without crying or wanting to stab someone (see also, entering Victoria's Secret)
*devoted some energy to rejuvenating a lot of my relationships with people I love and therefore take totally for granted
*was fearlessly honest even though that was a lot harder than you might now think it should be
Stay tuned.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
4 comments:
It's strange, some of my very same goals are on this list. Although I will have to wait until 2012 to be done with daycare/preschool, and of course then the world will end. Happy New Year!
Excellent list!
And FREE school is awesome. I remember feeling downright giddy when I wrote out that last check to pre-school last spring! You're almost there!
But you're Gorgeous!! Why would looking at a photo of yourself make you so bummed?
I've gained 50 lbs as an adult and am almost unrecognizable to myself. Plus I've had four kids, so even when I lose weight it's not good. I know it's wrong and unempowered and all of that, but I truly, deeply loathe my body now, in a way that is inversely proportionate to how much I used to love it. Thank you though. ;-)
Post a Comment